Uncertain

Where's the fire?

Can't feel the rain.

My thoughts are thumping.

My heart masked grey.

I am uncertain.

Move forward,

Step back.

Stay there and be still.

I am uncertain.

My head is spinning.

Just going through the motions,

Living life in the fast lane.

God help me.

I am uncertain.

God lift me up.

Not to fall.

Allow me to feel,

Let me see.

I am tired of failing.

Myself.

My uncertain self.